My Sayings

Im freaking lazy to update today .

about tprawks.........................

IT IS AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE FOR ME ! NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT !

But IM JUST PLAIN LAZY.OKAY & ANOTHER REASON.I HAVE NO MOOD TO BLOG.I FEEL LIKE SHUTTING DOWN MY BLOG.I DONT SEE THE USE OF HAVING IT ANYWAYS.

CAN ANYONE SEE THE PAIN DEEP INSIDE ME BEHIND THE LAUGHTERS AND SMILES I SHOW?

TODAY'S PLAN WITH THE AH LIANS IS CANCELLED.SHALL HAVE IT SOME OTHER DAY WHEN EVERYONE IS FREE.

TOMORROW,HOPEFULLY WILL GO OUT WITH GNILRAD.SORRY IF I CAN'T MAKE IT FOR CLASS OUTING.ITS KINDDA LAST MINUTE THOUGH.

WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS? I HAVE NO IDEA! GOOD NIGHT.

PUNK RED OI !

I have something to say. which i don't think its a big thing but i'll just go ahead and say it right here.. i dont wish to show off or what... i find this kindda (paiseh) hahahaha..... Teens Alive Graduation will be held on 28th November... I am chosen to say the speech on behalf of my class.. together with 4B & C and also, i am chosen to be the lead singer ... for singing, Graduation Song by vitamin C.... Kay, not only me but 2 other girls and 2 other guys... Seperate lah, Madrasah whattt... hahaha... ustazah chose me cause she knows i am the (semangat) onee.... cause i used to make the graduation day a ROCK CONCERT by jumping and dancing at the back. (embarrasing!) haha.. but i don't mind.. its my last year being in Teens Alive.. though i know i don't have a great voice like my BOYFRIEND. haha..

I will be busy Next week...

• [ 16th November - 18th November ] TPRAWKS
• 19th November , Going out with Philana and Cheryl. my ah lians...
• 20th November, hopefully, a Decent and Proper date with Boyfriend..
• Saturday, Teens alive PTC
• Sunday, Rehearsal for Graduation day. (maybe find work?)

I have yet to get a job. I think i will be bored this December.. I need a Job to occupy myself.. instead of going out alone.... IM SUCH A LOSER/LONER ! fuck ! hahahaha

Okay im Done. I want to go out. Do my hair. Pamper myselff !!!!

Dad went for knee surgery on Thursday.. me and mum brought him to SGH early in the morning.. waited at the dayroom and at 1250+, a bed was set for him to stay for the night after his surgery.. which took place at 3+ but was brought in at 2... So me , mum and ma'ma followed him as the nurse pushed him on the surgery bed. ( idk what bed ah ) .... so he went him, and it was hard for me to hold back my tears... i was afraid... me and mum had lunch then prayed.. and at 5+ we waited outside the surgery room... sister came and dad was released... he looked weak. very weak.. i was glad he was alright.. to see him looking at us was such a relieved... dad had trouble moving his leg... he had aching pain and was given pain killers after his dinner... he didn't get to eat for almost one whole day.. its like as if he was fasting.. one whole day... kesian ayah... so me and sister bought snacks at cheers with $10 voucher and not enough to reach up to 10, cause we choose all the cheap cheap one! haha, kay this so tk perlu.. then went up and ate ate ate... went to see my friend JUNIE LIM which is going to go for her spine operation the next day. we talked and talked till i forgot its late so i said my good bye and wished her all the luck ! hope she's doing fine... & dad was discharge today.. brought him back home.. relatives and friends of ayah came to visit.. ayah uses cruches ,  hope he will recover soon.. i neeeed to take care of dad.. . but hopefully i can go for TPRAWKS !

Vans 'Era' Sneaker (Women)

J Brand Slacker Long Boyfriend Jeans

Tibi Everglades Halter Dress

GUESS Watch, Women's Black Leather Strap U85095L1

A List Tank

L'Oreal L'Oreal Permanent Haircolor #7.43 Red Penny

Tory Burch Print Flip Flop -

Lauren by Ralph Lauren Sun Hat with Attached Silk Scarf

Michael Kors Rio Sun glasses

Christian Dior silver goatskin cannage mini clutch

I so Dig onsugar. i love browsing through (search shop style) and look at beautiful clothes and shoes and accecories! ALL costing like US$300++++++ ! & just imagine for singapore. i think its much expensive.. I want all that.. but do i need it? that's the question.. Nothing comes easy. especially money. We have to earn everything. So we have to know the difference between what we want and what we need. (Sarah Jessica Parker) ... Guess if i don't have this its alright. I just chose them at random cause i like it ^_^ if only i got like a gazilion dollars that would be great :D I hope to at least get a job.. Im so bored at home, I feel like updating everytime ! After dad's gonna be discharge i have to stay home and take care of him just incase of anything. I'll pray for him to get through all this fine & smoothly.. Tomorrow will be following mum and dad to SGH to blablabla i forgot what mum was saying to me a while ago ! haha...

Baby is asleep. I miss him so much. He is tired from working from 8-5 ... I hope he still has time for me.. It's been a week since we last met. Hopefully will meet him on Friday or Saturday or Sunday.. That is if his not working..... Baby rest well and have sweet dreams of me okay ?

I love you! :D

& as you all may know..... O levels are over for me....

Im done with all my papers that i did do my best ! except for some... HAHA! now is the time to enjoyyyyy but then... need to prepare myself for the results...

Some how this feels like a Dream to me.. as if i were to wake up any minute and its back to square one... Studying for o Levels... All over Again ! Oh somebody pinch me ! HAH

I found science paper 1 kindda easy, some were difficult but i managed to do.... i counted and i feel like i can get 30/40 ! :DD  (Insya'Allah)

After paper ate at KFC at downtown... Actually we wanted to eat BBQ CHICKEN but 6 of them had not enough money ! WE includes ( me, afiqah, aikha, faidah, farah, mai, naddy, naqiyah, syahirah & azri)

It's like EVERYONE of us are back together (except some were missing).. I so miss the old times ! So we ate at the long table... like it was in the school canteen... like the old days.. except this time we sat right next to each other not like in school we were seperated by the MIDDLE table with bird shitzx! lol. Then after late lunch, we went home since we had no idea where to go.... & sorry Class for not joining you all for the outing of playing bowling.... Next time okay...

Im currently applying jobs at job search ! Hopefully i would get at least one job.. if not. i'll just rot at home and dig for treasures ! Haziq baby got accepted for lots of jobs !!! he needs to decided which one stays and which one he has to sacrifice and let if go ! Lucky right i know ? he better get lots of money and blanje my my Swensens Treat ! I'll be waiting baby! Day&Night! haha.. & we shall meet up soon for our daily date to everywhere... (:

YANI!! Text me if you want to go for a job or swim!! haha swimming!! yay yay! hahaha. then we will catch up with our lives.. I miss you lah twinny!

PHILANA & CHERYL : go town ask me out okay. go walk walk. window shop. talk talk. do hair and all lah.. TEXT ME OKAYYYYYYYYY AHLIANS! ahahahahaha :D Love yah lah!

GIRLS! Sentosa trip will soon be organized and any activities for us to just hang and chill and laugh.. Any lepak date will be fine too! haha.. A pit or chalet will also be organized too maybe? We'll just see if everyone's free okay ? Im gonna miss you ALL !!!!!!!!

Its been sometime since i blogged this long.. I missed it! shall do this often when im free aites.. that is... if i have ANY readers! haha. sometimes i feel like im talking myself in this blog. and no one wants to read it ... =( like as if im a loner who write about my daily life in my blog where no one cares! hahahaha.. Shout out if you read my blog okay ? HEE :D

If you(whoever that reads my blog) was wondering what the blanks at the bottom .... i am referring to my... Father.. He will be hospitilized to SGH for at least 4 days i think... For knee surgery. Im so afraid for him. Everytime i pray for his safety, i will cry. Im really afraid. I only want to best and want everything to go smooth for him. I love you ayah. i want you to be strong for this... I will pray for you.. & i will visit you every day... anyone wants to accompany me to see Mahmud Said ? ( i dont know whether i should show a happy or sad emoticon here so... :|  )

All the best Ayah for tomorrow .